Asceticism post-mortem

My month of asceti­cism hav­ing passed, and hav­ing had some time to relapse as the mood strikes me, I am able to draw some con­clu­sions from the experience.

Caffeine — My rela­tion­ship with caf­feine has changed quite sub­stan­tially as a result of my ascetic endeavor. I suf­fered pretty bad migraines for a day or so within a few days of giv­ing up caf­feine. The migraines sub­sided a cou­ple days later and I was left heav­ily crav­ing caf­feine for about two weeks. By this point, more than a month after giv­ing up caf­feine, I still have some desire for caf­feine but I feel as though I wouldn’t have any trou­ble con­tin­u­ing indef­i­nitely with­out caffeine.

That I could con­tinue indef­i­nitely with­out caf­feine doesn’t mean I plan to. I have no plans to relapse to my prior lev­els (2−5 units per day) of caf­feine usage but caf­feine can be quite use­ful so nei­ther do I intend to swear off caf­feine. My plan is to go with­out caf­feine in gen­eral but turn to it at times when I find myself desir­ing of more wake­ful­ness or other stimulants.

Caffeine only for a pur­pose, not out of habit.

High fruc­tose corn-syrup — Adding high fruc­tose corn-syrup to my ascetic month was a very good choice on my part. I have decided to entirely give up high fruc­tose corn-syrup and I’m not look­ing back. Mostly, all of the things that I have to give up to avoid high fruc­tose corn-syrup are not things that I mind giv­ing up. I kind of miss soda a lit­tle bit but only just barely.

It takes a lit­tle bit of aware­ness and vig­i­lance but I feel that it’s worth the effort to go with­out high fruc­tose corn-syrup.

Alcohol — Nothing much learned here. I still enjoy the fla­vor and side-effects of alco­holic bev­er­ages. Having had a month with­out alco­hol has left me with a some­what decreased tol­er­ance, which has its pluses and minuses but that’s about all that I’ve got­ten from this month as regards alcohol.

I guess the fact that I drink alco­hol because I enjoy it and not out of habit might be a valu­able thing to have learned.

Drugs — Giving some­thing up that you weren’t going to have been doing isn’t really giv­ing some­thing up.

Conclusion: Giving stuff up for a while can give you a new per­spec­tive or appre­ci­a­tion for the things that you give up. Sometimes that new per­spec­tive is that old habits aren’t worth keeping.

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